It’s been some time now. I only have one more year of high school to finish. I am still getting good grades but I don’t know how much I care about them any more. I don’t know if I want to care anymore. What good are they when people are never going to cut me any slack just because I am not one of them? I don’t try to separate from them. I just want to be ok with my self and be successful like any other person. I just want people to see me for who I am. I don’t look for too much. I guess no one is ever going to do that. I guess there is no reason to accomplish anything anymore. I don’t think I will ever be accepted and really they just hate me. The teachers wouldn’t be so nice if I didn’t do so well on my grades and college is just a joke because it will be high school all over again. It is time for this all to end. It is ok, I have figured out how do to it. They won’t step on me anymore after next week. I have never handled a gun before but I am a smart guy. I know I will figure it out. I am looking forward to the surprise on there face. Too bad I won’t have time to take a picture and just leave. It is ok. Everything will be fine. I don’t stumble gracefully anymore but it will all end soon. It will be over.